Thursday, January 8, 2009

Tonight's Visit

It is becoming harder and harder to leave my little man. He is still obviously so tiny, but for the past few weeks he has seemed so helpless. Now he is off all his support, gaining weight, and becoming much more self sufficient. Yesterday, I had this amazing revelation- this is MY baby! It just hit me. I have a child and sooner or later I am going to be totally responsible for this little being.

At tonights visit we got to Kangaroo Care again. This time we practiced breastfeeding for the second time. He did pretty good, but he kept falling asleep. Just trying to suck and stay focused on the task wears him out.

As far as, his care goes, nothing has changed. His feedings moved up to 30mL and Dr. Praszad (Jax's 3rd Neonatologist) said he'll probably have the fortifier added to his breastmilk tomorrow. We need to make sure he is gaining weight and getting enough calcium. That is our major focus so we can bring him home; hopefully in 5 weeks. But other than that he is doing great! He looks wonderful without all the attachments. I know pictures are great and I am so thankful for this technology that allows us to stay connected to all of you; but I REALLY wish you could see our beautiful son. Pictures just don't do him justice.

1 comment:

Jeni said...

He's absolutely adorable and thank you so much for sharing. I'm enjoying reading about his daily progress. He's such a tough little guy. I bet you can't wait to bring him home. 5 Weeks isn't long at all!!!!