How do people, mainly I mean women, do this?? I am starting to get all these consuming emotional thoughts racing through my mind. I'm not going to be prepared! I'm totally unplanned! Only 4 months left!!!!! When will I ever find time to complete a nursery? How will I know what I need, there are sooo many different options? How does one breast feed and continue to work? Should I stay home and for how long? If I continue to work, will I not bond properly with my baby? Will my baby not bond properly with me? Will I be making him sacrifice too much? Will I miss out on all his milestones: sitting up, crawling, walking, talking.
If I allow myself to continue we'll be here all night; but I think I've made my point. There is so much to do and just when I think I still have plenty of time- I realize I don't!! The first half of this pregnancy is already over and before long I'll be holding little Jaxon in my arms. Even though babies need nothing but love and care, I'm totally freaking out! I even asked my mom to fly up next weekend and help me prepare. I feel completely lost and I don't even have this little guy yet. Oh my gosh!!
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